How to not have a clue

I wish that just somewhere on the path I tread I'd be offered a clue about what it is I should be doing differently. Obviously I am lacking some pieces of information - and have been for some time - that really would make my life a little different, and a little more uplifting than how I see it in the present.

Having a clue would really give me the edge that I seem to be without. I always feel behind, not knowing how to get ahead of the crowd that competes for the same simple things that I desire. All I care about is having the basics of life that make life worth living: a job that gives a sense of achievement, a girl that gives a sense of emotional attachment, and a passion in life for life itself.

I've got one out of three. In teacher terms, that's failing. But I'd rather have my passion to live on without the other two than to be without it and have the other two. Maybe I've got more of a clue than I though I'd had. But a man and his music and web design do not a full life make.

So here I am, without enough of a clue to make each day seem a success. And that adds to the frustration of being me.

But such is life, and that's the path I've got to deal with.